{"id":374664,"date":"2022-08-27T16:00:21","date_gmt":"2022-08-27T14:00:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/our-own-space-in-the-world\/"},"modified":"2026-02-18T01:26:35","modified_gmt":"2026-02-18T00:26:35","slug":"our-own-space-in-the-world","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/our-own-space-in-the-world\/","title":{"rendered":"Our own space (in the world)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap wp-block-paragraph\">I am 190 centimeters tall, although I feel that age has already taken a couple of them.<br\/>I weigh 92 kilos, although I pretend not to know that the previous pandemic has undoubtedly modified this number, raising it.<br\/>I am not, and never have been, a &#8220;no-nonsense&#8221; person, although many times I have wished for it. Ever since I was a child, I was the &#8216;healthy&#8217; one, the &#8216;tall&#8217; one, the &#8216;big&#8217; one, and in my younger years, among the nicknames addressed to me, there was &#8216;pancio&#8217;.<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sometimes I imagine myself as a young man in these current times who has made Dymo&#8217;s fortune with labels. And I smile. But despite everything, this being &#8216;healthy&#8217; has never prevented me from doing things.<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Being tall allows you to help elderly women reach items on the highest supermarket shelves, enjoying that quiet sense of gentle usefulness. But this being &#8216;healthy&#8217; also forces my body into <em>Houdini-like<\/em> positions inside crowded vans when I&#8217;m around the world. More and more often I find myself hating flights &#8211; and I know it could sound absurd &#8211; because my knees are carved into the front seat, and my only possibility is the aisle seat where I can stretch out a leg. Just one. Until the lunch trolley arrives and the hematoma on my tibia is included in the ticket price.<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I have always been &#8216;healthy&#8217; and, despite myself, this has always ensnared me in the condition of being&#8230; &#8216;visible&#8217;. And in a profession like the one I have chosen to pursue, the ability to be \u201cunseen\u201d is the foremost aspiration, in service of one\u2019s photography.<br\/><em>(also having something to photograph&#8230; but that&#8217;s another point)<\/em><\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Not being able to rely on the confidentiality of my physique, I often found myself being a &#8216;non-visible&#8217; by doing the only thing I could do: making myself stand out even more and becoming part of what I was telling. 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that happened afterward was simply life.\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1200\" src=\"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-321053\" srcset=\"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154431-1536x1152.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">To go up to the dormitories, Bangkok | @Gabriele Orlini, 2022<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n<p class=\"has-drop-cap wp-block-paragraph\">These days in Bangkok, in a country where the national average height of men is 164 centimetres, having left behind the fairgrounds full of &#8216;sane&#8217; people &#8211; as I am &#8211; in search of pretty, petite and smiling companions who can make you proud of being &#8216;big&#8217;, I choose to find refuge in the houses of the old capital. Left behind all the lights of the colourful nights in Nana, I find myself, with a renewed spirit of the &#8216;unseen&#8217;, in the damp, slippery streets that not even the rain can tidy up. And that at night harbour rats, and with them, that atavistic humanism that is so dear to me.<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The place of refuge for me during these days of preparation for the work we will undertake with the <a href=\"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/academy\/thai-mekong-river-journey\/\" data-type=\"academy\" data-id=\"311225\">Mekong River Journey <\/a>is a small Pakistani hostel. So many beds, and so little space. A mixture of curry and sweat, scattered in the air from the ceiling fan blades. You walk barefoot to avoid getting the hostel dirty, which may even make sense. 2\u20ac per night for a seemingly clean, threadbare mattress that barely accommodates my travel bag. And I have yet to get into it.<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is a small place, or maybe it is just for me, but it remains a good example of how big our space is in this world. Eventually, by trying to become &#8216;unseen&#8217;, perhaps, we might even find our own space to take up. Maybe without bother. Perhaps making that scene even more interesting. Eventually, even if it only results in an uncomfortable place, at least I could say I tried.<\/p>\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1600\" height=\"1200\" data-src=\"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-321056 lazyload\" data-srcset=\"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/08\/MekongRiver_20220827_154530-1536x1152.jpg 1536w\" data-sizes=\"auto\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 1600px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 1600\/1200;\" data-original-sizes=\"(max-width: 1600px) 100vw, 1600px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">My bed in Bangkok | \u00a9Gabriele Orlini, 2022<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Being &#8220;big&#8221; has always made me visible, but in seeking invisibility, I found refuge in the small things, where my space is defined in silence and discretion<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":368314,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wds_primary_category":0,"wds_primary_tracks":0,"wds_primary__dg_original-language":0,"wds_primary__geo-map":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[816],"tags":[910],"tracks":[1171],"_dg_original-language":[1039],"_geo-map":[987],"class_list":["post-374664","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-journals","tag-mekong-en","tracks-inspired","_dg_original-language-italian","_geo-map-thailand"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/374664","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=374664"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/374664\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/368314"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=374664"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=374664"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=374664"},{"taxonomy":"tracks","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tracks?post=374664"},{"taxonomy":"_dg_original-language","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/_dg_original-language?post=374664"},{"taxonomy":"_geo-map","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doogreporter.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/_geo-map?post=374664"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}